Stress, stress and STRESS is the only word that I could explain my life now. No matter where am I, care not what am I doing, the same old questions just keep on rolling non stop in my mind.
Leave?Stay?Hold on?Let go?
Things are totally out of my control, I suddenly felt that I am so helpless, my future is unseen, I am so lost, living in the LOST WORLD; where am I heading to? What will I be? What is right and what is wrong? If there are only two feelings in our life for real, which is the LOVE and FEAR, I can now clearly tell you that I am definately living my life with full of FEAR. I FEAR TO MOVE ON, literally; I DO NOT KNOW how to move on. Every single move seems to be so hard. The more I strive for my success, the more I fail to. It is just like, you thought you have moved one step forward, but somehow you found out that you are actually moving two steps backwards.
It makes me feel more frustrated when seeing others have a very clear mind where should they go; what are the future plannings; everything seems to be so smooth for them... (Duh, I know clearly that I am wrong when I thinks it that way, every success comes with lots of hard works and so fort, having said that my mind is out of my control)
It seems like goes with the flow will makes me DIE faster...
It seems like ...
I don't know...
I don't even know what should type here...
I just don't know...
Showing red light in my health
1 day ago
1 comments:
manda.. wan so stress meh? you've always been like that.. hmm... i think you are a very careful person. you consider many things before you take any action. coz you are afraid to fall.
i think.. there is no right and wrong in this world. it takes a Wrong to make it Right!!
-viv-
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