Caring?

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Today when I came back from my dinner, I saw them again! The two brothers, I still remember the last time I saw them should be around a year back?

STOP YOUR WILD GUESS!!Let me finish la duh!

As usual, they are strolling along the road, slowly… The only difference after a year is only the younger brother could not walk anymore, he sit on a wheelchair quietly and his elder brother was pushing him from behind, patiently` slowly. From the younger brother's face, somehow could feel that he is tired and sad, somehow… maybe not… Basically I am too sure la, as I am not him. What I am trying to say here is: HEY!! I Really RESPECT his elder brother. Taking care of his younger brother, did not ever think of giving up and let go.

What I know of is this brother actually has polio since very young age. Every evening, the elder brother will bring him out for a walk, and he does not miss even once, cause every time after my work, I for sure seeing him helping his brother for an evening walk slowly. Until last year, I could not see them anymore. I thought like (sorry to say this man) does his younger brother passed away or something? (SORRY!!I did not mean to think like this!!) And today I finally found out that is because his younger brother could not walk anymore, he have to push by a wheelchair, have to takes longer time to finish the normal strolling.

Whenever I saw this scenario, I'll start thinking, how many people in this world now will have this kind of patients and perseverance to do all this? What my view of this world now only one word- SELFISH.

I am not bullshitting here, try spend some time, take a look at everything that is around you; people fighting with each others for NOTHING; arguing whole day long just for small matters; DON'T need to see too far away la, within your family, you could get to see this as well.

How many people in this world now will really care? Love? BULLSHIT! People in this world know only how to use the best way to hurt one and another, betray the loves one, USE the brain to think of all ways to revenge, every F***ing single minutes`single seconds!

AND

THIS IS THE WORLD!!

Introducing MYSELF?!?!?!

Monday, July 7, 2008

So, let me see, I should start like this:" Hi, I am Amanda, an ordinary girl that behave and think like an ordinary girl. My favorite pass time would be go shopping with friends, watching movie, and my favorite topic will be discussing on the latest fashion, where to shop during Mega sales, where to go for facial, and make sure I am having the best appearance wherever and wherever I go……. Hell ya....

The above introduction, DEFINITELY not referring to me!

Call me NO GIRL!! See me NO GIRL!!

I don’t go shop for my clothes until the day when I open my closet, and find out that all my clothes like SHIT; my last visit to the beauty salon was…5 years back? Or even longer, just started to use facial products as I realize my face now…like SHIT; I talk NO fashion! No way, I’ll fall asleep, though I try to but it’s hard for me, that’s why whenever I need clothes, I’ll get my sister to choose for me and I do the paying; I stay up late night for LEVELING my game character (I’m a online game freak!); I do put make up to cover up my black eye circle (because of late night gaming/browsing) just to prevent from scare the hell out of others out there, hmmm, okay have to admit that nowadays I put make up to me myself “looks HOT?!?!”; I like to bully wild dogs, freak them out and chase me back ( I run slow, so basically I dare doing so when I’m on my bike.. I mean bicycle); I play FIGHTING game with guy friends (I mean during my primary school time), chasing each others with chairs (YES believe it, CHAIRS) and got punished by teachers in the end (but it didn’t stop us from doing so again); … okay okay, you can definitely see me a girl when you hear me shouting “Cockroach!” or “RATS!”; or even “MAD DOG!” (When I get chase by dogs without a bike).

Hence, this is the ORDINARY me.

And, why am I creating another blog as I already have one now, is all because of this stupid test:

http://www.criticsrant.com/bb/reading_level.aspx

Only because I write my blog in Chinese and the STUPID website does not recognize any languages beside English, hence it shows my result as “Can only be understood by Genius”!?!?!? (It definitely does not mean I am genius writing such a GENIUS blog, k? it’s the other way round... hmm I guess); and to IMPROVE (ya right, my English like shit, I always admit that) my English. Cheers!