Halloween~~~~ ARH!!!

Yesterday, I met up with one of my newly known friend-Kenneth for dinner and movie. He bought the movie ticket " Halloween" , actually I did not blame on him as when he first asked me is there any movie come across my mind that I wanted to watch and I my answer is “anything” (as usual, Don't blame me please, I am kinda out dated on all movies that are showing now la, duh!), and there goes …I nearly fainted during the movie. Damn freaking HORROR.

The opening was already like bad words and so on (no sensor, man!)I was like: Huh? What movie is this? After 30mins, what I could recall was watching a 10 years old boy killing his schoolmate, father, sister and the boyfriend, cruelly; blood everywhere, and I was like “WTF?!?!”.

Until now I can still feel my goose bumps when I recall the entire killing screen! This was the first time I went into a cinema, without finishing the whole movie and left with FEAR… (Ya, I did not finish the whole movie. Shitto!)

I swear to GOD, I’ll never ever answer “anything” anymore for movies, this really my punishment man! ARH!!!!!!

THE WORST IS- THERE ISN’T ANY STORYLINE BEHIND!!! ONLY PURE KILLING FOR THE SAKE OF FUN?!?!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_u8blffLgtc

...Ok, after I read the comment in youtube, it looks like there is a story line, but so happen, NO!! NO matter how GREAT is this movie, I WILL NEVER WANTED TO WATCH IT ANYMORE!!! NO!!!!!! I FEEL LIKE PUKING!!!

I am NOT going to spend my $$ just to Freak myself out!! ARH!!!!!

Frustration In Life

Stress, stress and STRESS is the only word that I could explain my life now. No matter where am I, care not what am I doing, the same old questions just keep on rolling non stop in my mind.

Leave?Stay?Hold on?Let go?

Things are totally out of my control, I suddenly felt that I am so helpless, my future is unseen, I am so lost, living in the LOST WORLD; where am I heading to? What will I be? What is right and what is wrong? If there are only two feelings in our life for real, which is the LOVE and FEAR, I can now clearly tell you that I am definately living my life with full of FEAR. I FEAR TO MOVE ON, literally; I DO NOT KNOW how to move on. Every single move seems to be so hard. The more I strive for my success, the more I fail to. It is just like, you thought you have moved one step forward, but somehow you found out that you are actually moving two steps backwards.

It makes me feel more frustrated when seeing others have a very clear mind where should they go; what are the future plannings; everything seems to be so smooth for them... (Duh, I know clearly that I am wrong when I thinks it that way, every success comes with lots of hard works and so fort, having said that my mind is out of my control)

It seems like goes with the flow will makes me DIE faster...
It seems like ...
I don't know...
I don't even know what should type here...

I just don't know...